mood: Rain of July -- The Monophones (check out this Indonesian band, ppl!)earth: Jalan Essex road.
Ok, that's me.
I was thinking...wait, I haven't post any pics since like.......I don't know, I was browsing through my documents and couldn't find the proper pics (yea blame the size boo boo) so, I decided a bit narcissistic in here (like always d'oh) :]
I've been emotional lately, I don't think that PMS drives me crazy or in the lovelove mood. Man, I'd be so super laugh and loud when I was surrounded by my friends (specially if I could laugh til I tore a tear,seriously) but I could be sad, moody, and 'weako' at the same time. Have you heard this before?
Twitter, yes twitter has been my favorite application so far. It connects the people that I missed so long, best friends, family, people that I just barely knew, people that I just knew a bit of him/her, or people that I don't know at all. However, I want to deactivate or close or just let it 'go'/untouched my twitter account. If I could get away from Facebook for like 1,5 months, so I could do the same thing right? or perhaps I might stop blogging too. I feel like, I become know people's info too far or people judge me too deep. I know it doesn't mean bad at all but I become addicted. When someone doesn't tweet that day, I feel "Where that person goes? Is he (she) okay?" lol I know you'd probably laughing right now but you know that 'lost' feeling. Yes, you also might think that I am so anti-social-networking-buzz, well I think I am ;)
I have bb (because my dad asked me to have one, so my parents oh and all my big family members from grannies to little nephews could connect with me in 'economy' prices) but I don't use bbm that much (except for the needed of sos helped or when I need to ping my dad when I ran out from my money lol--so evil huh?). MMMMMMM the point is... I need a break. A long break or whenever Id like to break. I'd try for a week first and lets see if my hands are itchy to write on 'update your status' lol.
Too much information for me....kinda makes me dizzy. I know this and that without you know that I know everything about this and that. Socializing is important but for some reasons that I only keep it to myself, am gonna rehab for seeing and reading the facts (or fake facts that perhaps you makeup on it).
I'll see you around. If you want to ask me something, bbm me (thats the only thing I keep my eyes on cuz my mum is ping me like every single hour).
love,
nenna.
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