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Sunday, November 22, 20099:52 AM
mood (recently play) : rest of me - late night alumni :)earth : wtvr u can find merrrr excuse my fugly face, i cannot sleep n it's 1:57 am 'lready, so i decided to hv a videocall with someone in overseas. Anyway, i love my new ring that i bought from Fr East, cute eh? I'm too xcited to comeback home (not really actually, i'll b more more miss Singapore, i'll miss my frnds sniff snifff, why my frndsss u guys r sooo nice with meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee so i cannot leave this place! sniff eventho' it's just vacation) but yeah i hv to go home cuz i also miss my parents n will b lebaran Idul Adha in Indonesia after 3 yrs of my absences (err idk did i spell it wrong or not heheh). Yep say hello to Bintaro, Rempoa, Deplu...Inez is back hwahwahwaa.
ps : my dad is in Bangkok now n my mom will b going to Cirebon, titip apa ya yg bgs dr Bangkok dan Cirebon? Some elephant keychains? some batik fabrics? hmm. nenna.
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Friday, November 20, 200910:05 AM
my favorite quote for today :"I am the questions to all answers."from my 'bridge' muse,Tablo.<3
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shoppe'
Wednesday, November 18, 200910:41 AM
mood : romeo 'n juliet - clazziquai (pls check em out! me love!)earth : booing booing! 7th floor with a city's light view :) i hv to packing-- im goin back to Jkt fosho :] i'll stay der until the zoukout comes. cuz my frnds 'lready booked d tiket, so yeaa i'll b back to zingapure on dec 11th? hope so! :] i shopped a lot these two days. woopy woopsie sorry mom + dad, but i couldnt hold my appetite when i saw a biker jaket,a military jaket, an oxford shoe, n other 7 random things blablabla (i even bought shu uemura eyelashes' glue xp). in zingapure, i hv my personal favourite stores : rockstar by soon lee in Orchard Cineleisure Singapore (walk from Takashimaya Orchrd until d next 2 red stops--i guess heheh) and The Box (Far East Plaza, Ion Orchard, etc). Of course dont forget FarEast,Charles n Keith, n Bugis st heheh :) i dont hv a 'specific' style like other teenagers (specially Jkt's kids hehe no offense ya i love uu kok, they call 'emselves 'edgy'-'vintage'-'rave'-etc u named it blablablaaaaa lah). i just love something that is simple, clean, classy, timeless, and has extraordinary cutting. Basically, i love grey, black, navy, white, plum, and achromatic colors. So when im about to choose/shop clothes, i kinda picky n quite 'cerewet'. I'd prefer to shopping by myself because it would take couple hours to browse something. I'ld be carefully flip the clothes n see the details,the fabrics, the threads, the way they sew d clothes, d stitches, etc. Since I know little bit to sew, I know which one is good or not hehe (merit to my mom and Jenny, my sewing teacher). That is why i love those 2 stores above. in Rockstar, they provide cute footwears, bags, art pieces,n high quality vintagey clothes (kinda looks like UrbanOutfitter Stores but cleaner, neater, n better version hehe). I could find TOMS (d pic above), KEDS, converse, etc. On my daily wear, i wear sneakers (back home, i hv couples of vans n keds). And in The Box, I could find cute tops with edgy cutting and selected colors. Also, I found a good online shopping (look at their bags! and polaroid cameraaaa) : http://greenpoppies.com.sg i regret why i didnt bring my polaroid camera that i bought in LA :(i'm craving for the new oneee. im saving up my money to buy the nu one fom this website.well, im signing off :) it's 3:23 am in Spore-- i hv to go to school tomoro' for transfer program thingy. Yes, i'll move from Fashion Design to Fashion Merchandising/Marketing, for d reasons behind it, i'll keep it secret :I (mmm or i'll tell u someday T_T).kindly visit this n that :http://rockstar-soonlee.blogspot.comhttp://hulaandco.com (for chic&cheap style)cheersbeers!,nenna.Labels: zing-a-pure
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body issue
Tuesday, November 17, 200912:32 PM
mood : chu~ - f(x)earth : aigoo aigoohi!wth, my pinko vaio is dead now. It makes me dead too, I couldn't edit pics or upload pics to my blog. FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF! seriously, i'll take an advantage from my dad, he's offering a macbook for this design college thingy, i need a nu lappy now :'( . My life is over without lappy n internet connection--besides my ipod tho'. At first, i was hesitate to accept his offer about macbook because i felt bad (I was shopping tooooo much!) but i guess i need it NOW zzang zzing.anyway, i want to talk about body issue. ehm. i meant my body. physically.literally. blahblah-blahblah. Because I'm so pissed off n tired from ppl that complaining about their bodies. " I am too fat, my cheeks r chubbier, look at my belly, my legs blablabalabalaaaa"--that was I usually heard from my circles. Hello! look at me, am I perfect or hv a good lean body? nope at all. I'm too skinny. I was embarassed by my 'body' too. It's hard for me to find a right size when I about to choose clothes. I hv to find a 'nice' style for my body type, so I'll look a bit "gain weight".I was born as a chubby bunny baby. My weight at that time was 4 kg, pretty huge for an asian baby in George Uni Hospital hehe (as my mom said to me--well linos was 4.8kg!!). As the time passed by, from toddler until now-- I cannot gain weight eventho' I eat more than others do. I drink milk 3 to 4 times a day (as a result I get a good amount of calcium), I eat cheese everyday, I eat chocolate everynight before I go to sleep, I stack my refferigerator with fruits, I eat whenever n wherever I want....but still, it doesnt affect me much.I've been healed to some shaman (err dukun ya?), some helped from Appeton gain weight milk, Curcuma plus, some Chinese Herbals, Jamu2, etc n they were failed. Some ppl suggested me for doing some workouts, I'm an expert in Pilates thingy, I've tried Yoga, Running every morning and the results : none. I eat more than my friends. In Singapore, my friends call me 'cake girl' cuz they always saw me with a lunchbox with cakes or foods inside. I'm in love with vending machine and fancy restaurants. When my friends were order 1 main course, I was order 1 appetizer-1 main course- and 1 dessert. Nothing wrong with my habit right?Well, my heritages (from my mom's side) r skinny, except my mom. My mom was skinny--skinnier than me when I looked into her pics. One day, the doctors examed her n said she got hypertheroids (idk if i spelled it wrong or not). That was why, she was so skinny and sleepy. She was like a zombie. Until she forgot about her illness, she became gained some weights. And now she's a master of chubby bunny (a gigantic huge bunny) hehe. Me and my mom were afraid that I hv hypertheroid too. So we were going to doctor to get a medical check ups (regularly) and alhamdulillah, nothing wrong with me (malah kekurangan kadar gula di darah, I hate sweets...did i mention you about that?)....hmmm lil bit warning for my lungs (my dad n my friends r heavy smokers) but overall, I'm okay :)So Im really freakin dont know why I am so skinny. It's really depressing for being skinny (my weight now is 49-50 kg with 167cm/5,5 ft). When I hd holiday in Bali, a shellkeychain seller thought I hd HIV/AIDS!! cuz she was mesmerized on how skinny I was. I just silent but deep from my heart I was crying ;')Or wherever I go, ppl thought me i just recover/suffer from some serious illness. SICK! or ppl asked me am I anorexic or bulimia right in front of my face!I hv this crisis confidential about being me. When I was in middle school, some top rating show call 'Extravaganza' was so popular. Der was a funny actor named 'Aming' n he's reaaaaallyy ultra supraa skinny. My friends, my peers, and my circles were start calling me 'Aming' just for fun (even some teachers too!). They said, physically I was same as him (or my face looks like him), I was (and am) really okay with that cuz I thought Aming is funny and by saying that I look like him means they r really care with me.....but somehow, I got irritated with that. I was start to thinking that, "Am I really ugly? Am I really unattractive?Am I really that eeuw?"And in Highschool, some ppl kept saying 'Aming', 'Aming', and 'Aming' again and again. I was being a clown class then. I thought, being a clown class was a cool thing cuz everybody would start loving me as what I am. And, yes they love me--they always remember me as a cheerfull girl....but they dont kno what exactly happened inside my heart :'II moved to US, and surprisely I've changed a lot. My multi-ethnics friends were supportive and not objective. They see things from both sides. When I said I was super sad with my body type, they were not laugh at all. They kept cheering me that my body type is ok and nothing wrong with it. They even showed me some anorexic girls around my school that skinnier than me. The anorexic girls r tryin hard to be skinny as a white paper. And bless me, I am naturally skinny. I dont hv to think about diet, exercises, pills, vomit, etc. I could eat whatever I like. The perspective of my mind is changed. The 'postive' side of me was reborn. Whenever I walked around, sum talent scouters passed me his/hers business cards to me. From modelling, tv/comercialbreaks talents, agents, they even asked me for being a singer! haha (I kept all those cards for memories, or whenever I need a 'push points' when I'm down). Ohyaaa, my highschool even recommended me for join sum teen beauty peagent in LA hahaha, the beauty peagent organization sent me a beautiful letter for join that contest this year :) hahaha my aunty keeps that letter ;p but i'm not interested with that 'entertainment' thingy hahaha perhaps later :)I smile everyday, everymorning, everytime I walk around. I love to smile, even to ppl that I dont know or pass me by on d street (no wonder my friends always ask me, "Lo kenal sama dia? kok lo senyumin?kok gitu?" xp) I keep running my anti-diet programs (yes, eat more and more, balance diet, and healthy foods) until now, I know one day I'll have this ideal body hohoho. Being a new me also bring a new hope for me. So hi my friends, you and me r same, we r facing d same shit, same things thru our lives. Stop nagging about ur body blablabalbalablablaaaaaaa, rumput tetangga emg lebih hijau kok :) mungkin lo anggap dia cantik tp siapa tau dia anggap lo lebih cantik, aaargh i hope u got what i meant.And about Aming thingy?aaahhh i dont care lah what ppl said to me hihi. Aming is a cool person to hang out tho' (from his interviewed in media), i love his style (he's a fashion student tooo! ITB lagi yay!), outstanding style, a perfect actor (both comedian and real characters), perfect muse, and he has quirky atittude. So, if sum ppl say me = Aming, it means I am a good person to be :)Cheers!, Nenna.Labels: moi
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i kno u read my blog n hello (:
Sunday, November 8, 200912:22 PM
mood : replay - shineeearth : starbucks -- orchard (:first, dont get bored with my korean songs n lists n so on haha, cuz u hv to listen to replay by shinee :) it's a lil bit rnb-ish n i lurve it. btw, im doing my hw in starbucks (we started it at midnite) oh joy im so in love with the lights n breezy, i love cosmopolitan city hihi teehee (:i went to far east plaza, n i like it! i found many edgy stuffs n clothes n shoes (i tell u, even F21 can't beat far east plaza in my personal opinion hihi). am craving for the pump shoes, statement rings, oxford shoes, n 60cm synthetic hair extensions (geez i need a new hair ext, cuz my old hair ext its only about 45cm). guess, i hv to go there on tuesday after iskra's class. woop woop.ohyaa, im planning to attend zoukout '09 (: so if u r planning to go there, hit me up! i'll wear sum flipflop n short! meet my nice friends,the beach, n my diana f+ camera (: btw, i wish my bro can stay with me in s'pore for his study. i wished it not because i miss him badly (haha if he found out my new blog, he will b so F mad) cuz i want to share apartment/condo with him hehe. i meant im okay with my current apt now, it's near from orchard, mrt, etc but, it's too small (i rent a room) n lil bit expensv. i searched on internet for studio apt in dhoby gaut (idk how to spell it, seriously) with reasonable price, fully furnished, n with services. n i saw d pics! really looks like a 4 stars hotel huhu. however, if he pass ITB's exam--he'll go there. n my ex crush/hts-an lives there, oh yeah--great T_T. hhh, my dad pushes him to try in NTU-S'pore, WISH HIM LUCK! cuz i know my bro is smarto. n inez is waayy wayy wayyy smarter than him.haha.well, i gotta go...i hv jeremy's class tomoro' bye!nenna.Labels: moi, zing-a-pure
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an escapist found a place to escape
Friday, November 6, 20099:25 AM
mood : fireflies - owlcityearth : mymessyroom,spore (:woohoo, i skipped class today with my other friends, we couldnt do our color theory homework properly, so we gave up. hehe i knew its kinda lame to gave up, but we just wanted to give the damn best for our grades--so we thought if we submit it on monday, the results will b the best or better at least haha (:hey people in Jakarta, i think i'll come home on 21st of November (until 24th of Nov orrrrrrrrr if i get an excuse for lebaran idul adha, i'll come back to spore on 29th of Nov, so better b pray-ing! haha). it's been a month i have stayed in Singapore, so far so good and so far so tired. i chose to live in Singapore by myself, so i hv to commit for what i decided bfor. i've spent most of my time at school n bugis junction (haha), so dont ask me another places to visit or to go cuz im not an expert of it (--later!)what i love in Singapore are :
1. the energy that's surrounding d city itself, the passion, clean n clean n clean everywhere-every corner i spotted, n nice crowd or strong principles of discipline. 2. multi ethnicities n we work together without being/feel 'excluded' (: me lovey! 3. my lovely friends and classmates <3 4. foooood, something that i could rarely find it in LA : SOYABEAN + GREENTEA + FRESH SALMON! 5. tall buildings, malls, MRT, public busses and bridges! 6. vibe + lights + hi-tech 7. near from Indonesia (dooh!) ;] 8. Korean dramas/dvds n most ppl in here r lovin it! so i never being a weirdo if i watch a k-drama or listen to k-songs 9. my best cosmetic lines r in here : Shu Uemura, Shiseido, and Etude House (: 10. my best skincare lines r in here : The Skinfood (the salmon eye patches really works like wonders! my racoon eyes were gone in just 1 night woohoo) and The Faceshop (try out their masks!) 11. Shopping! from cute clothes in Bugis st to big sale in Topshop, Dorothy Perkins, Miss Selfridge, Haul + co and manyyy more (: 12. MY SHOE SIZE! YEP!YEP! 13. part(ies) x) 14. radio--i miss kiis fm and their LA-ish songs haha, and Singapore has it exactly like kiis fm, DUDE YO YO YOW ;) 15. I use hair extentions, fake eyelashes, makeup, highheels, mini skirts/shorts WITHOUT ppl lookin at me like im an alien or a bitch. 16. changi duty free shop haha 17. night scenery from my balcony 18. .....
something that i 'kinda' dislike it from Singapore are just time,rainy season, and school. i always been in a rushed situation. talking about school, it's a hell. i guess i need sum adjustment hehe. i never thought fashion school is F hard. Oh also, when i turned on TV n i found SURIA channel, i thought i watched sinetron with Melayu accent ;) to wrap it all, i wanna ask u a question :)if u have to choose one, will u hv a macbook pro 13 inch, a soya bean processor, or a nice vacation to spend in HongKong or Korea? :)nenna.Labels: moi, zing-a-pure
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su su su gar town (:
Sunday, November 1, 200912:43 AM
mood : sugar town - zooey deschanel's versionearth : (:hello world! i was so busy this entire week, from hectic school to pathetic playground. from 9 am to 1 am almost everyday. from buzzing bus to riot MRT. from innocent lecturers to godamnit killa godzilla teachers. from suppa cosmo chic orchard road to ancient traditional chinatown. from free tap water to cheap vitasoy vending machine. from refreshening pocca greentea to smooth starbuck's soy vanilla latte. from jumpin flipflop to casual sneakers. from shining sunrise to gleam dim midnight. but so far, i do really enjoyed it. this city is like a sugar town. it is like a blend of the pleasure of leisure with the max of stressful. you dont know how much i love spent my time on the bus, little bit open my heart to say hello with rainy days. and my cute playlists : belle and sebastian, the smith, zooey deschanel, feist, soulvibe, etc. from now on, i'll put my smile everytime i wake up. i dont mind if summer has passed. yes, say hello with rainy days... (: nenna.Labels: moi
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"wingdied!" lol
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mood : love - brown eyed girlsearth : rffls design institute-- drapping class!Labels: populo, zing-a-pure
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