hi,

actually i have some test for costume tomorrow, but i decided to study tomorrow morning because i couldn't focus on what im doing right now. we just recorded something for something that actually fun but also important. confused? not gonna tell you soon :)

wow, i feel that time goes faster and faster each day i passed.

what i concern more is about myself. not being purposely put my ego first, but i do.

i hope i can graduate on dec 2012 (i hope so, wishin luck for me!) and do something or go somewhere. somewhere where i can meet new people, new stuffs, and new atmosphere.

people come and go, people say hello and bye, people hugs me and only remember my name, people stays people. some people are curious about what,who,when,and where bout around me but some people just stay true for just keep it inside.

you want to know me more but when you know me more you'll be disappointed, that i'm not as you have expected. i don't create rainbow on your days, i'm not a star for your night, or a cheerleader for your dark sides. i am 'me'. emotionless :p

oh well, that's just some random freaky thoughts. back to reality...

i wanna take an english course, intensive. i feel my grammar is poor,my vocabularies are limit, and i couldn't write something in a proper way. How can i fight my future if my english is dead as a dead fish (wth it's not even an idiom)....

on the other side, i have to take a course for my third language (have to) either chinese, french, or spanish. help me. como estas? ni hao ma? annyeong hasseyo? piye kabare?apik-apik tenan yoh, mabuhaii!,aloha!.

-______________________________- fuck.

remember, life is just too fuckinly short to waste. i made mistakes or i will, but i 've learned or will learn from the mistakes.

ohyaaaaaaaaaa,

somehow people who know me in person got shocked when they read my blog. don't get too deep ya, somehow too...i wrote what i wanted to write about...sometimes i re-read what i wrote but mostly i just let it published without thinking the deep effects of it. i could be evil, a bitch, or be a pure javanese person, sometimes i do care sometimes not. Istilahnya abg labil bgt gue hehehe.

well see ya! just love me and i love you back :)

nenna.