i thought i am alone, a loner in this world. a person who dramatizes all the little things n beg for people's attentions. not until i realized that people directly sent, said, wrote, told to me : i miss you.

for me, i miss you is not an ordinary sentence. not only from a boy or boys, girls, family, friends, enemies, or monsters but also from everyone who actually said it from the bottom of their heart. i miss you, a simple sentence that made from 3 words. it needs time, and willing to spend their time to write i miss you for me.

i miss you could be interpreted as i miss you when you made your failure jokes, i miss you because i miss to fight with you, i miss you because thanks for always be mine, and i miss you because i need you when our homework's not done yet. in my case, people usually said i miss you because of your craziness. and i feel, i miss you is a gift. i like gifts.

i'd prefer when someone says, i miss you than i love you...like i'd prefer when someone wants a big hug than a hot kiss.

tonight, i would say that i miss you too. eh not 'you' loh, you could be universal.

i feel blessed to have everybody that said i miss you to me, if i could tie all of you and make a bouquet....i'll put it in my room... and every time i feel down, i want to smell a bouquet of mine.

thevoiceinsidemyhead,

nenna.