mood : mrs. cold -- kings of convenience earth : bedroom with pink hot fuchsia bedspread.
hellowoogie,
i know you miss my post,lol. I'm in Jakarta right now. It's Chinese New Year Vacation (also Val's day,but you know me, I - don't- care) and I have to search for 50 different textiles for my textile class. Pretty sad, because for 4 hours in textile store, I only got 26 fabrics. Wish me luck, on finding other fabrics.
I like this quote : I'm child-like but I'm not childish...
I found my self fits for this quote, I am 19 years old, still looks and acts like 15 but I think they are the parts of my teenage spirit. I am still looking and roaring for another adventure, I'm not old (yet) nor will old. I will be forever young, I am a worm that likes to eat books. World is toooooooooooooooo early to close her eyes, I just about opened my eyes and start my day.
Lately,
I've been thinking to mov-ing on. Move on. M-o-v-e-o-n. For r-e-a-l. For s-u-r-e.
I feel, for these past years, why do I have to hide all my feelings toward 'this creature'. Sorry to put 'this creature' instead 'him/you'. Its like, I close my self for the other beautiful things in this world rather than waiting for 'when is the time you'll come back for me'. I am such a hypocrite that demand and spread the lies whenever people ask,"Have you move on already?"
but now, I do. Bye, puppy. All the tears are just gone, wait and I'm not even crying baby when I'm writing this. So, sayonara babo-chan. I'll meet you as a very good friend of mine (I will not say,I'm trying because I'm not!), and hello musky dinosaurs out there, it's me a babo brontosaurs hihihi :)
lv,
nenna.
ps: xsml is so damn hot fuss, let's go shopping (:
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