mood : Balirun - Fourplay (My favorite Jazz's group)earth : back home from B a l i
hello people :)
happy new year 2010! hope your hopes do come true! and I hope mine too. Gosh, only in 5 months I will be 20 years old. A gate of creepy things hyehehe, kidding.
About Bali,
this is my second time of this year (this month too exactly) I went to Bali. I found out, Bali is my second home town after Jakarta, or my first hometown? :) It's even I visited Bali often than Jambi or Cirebon. I love Bali no matter what. Not only for holiday, but to heal my heart.
Yes, for me... Bali is not only the place where I could get those entertainments or holiday leisure or shopping spree...but also the place where I could get a pure smile that comes from inner pure heart. My dad said to me that, his soul is always attaches to Bali. For him, Bali is a magical place. Magic, Aura, Soul, Mind, Soothes, and relax = Bali (based on me and my dad's definition).
He (my dad) sat in Bale-bale (like a gazebo?) that's facing the panorama of the sea. It's on the top of the cliff btw. He only sat for couple of hours, sometimes looked up into his blackberry, smoked deeply, looked forward to the waves, felt the breeze...and I don't know how but I can tell that he looks so relaxed. Released his burden on his shoulders and thankful to God for what God provides to us.
And for me,
Bali is where I can find another me, a half soul of mine. Every step I take, leads to where my heart looks for. When I was in an unknown land (a land that later, my dad's friend will build a villa--seminyak) I walked peacefully. There were cows, roosters-hens-chickens, local people, wind chime, breeze, and so on. A perfect melody, balanced harmony. A simple scenery, the greatest secret locked in.
Questions. You know, in my head-mind I always ask, "God, what's next?, God what's wrong?, God...something is missing from me.., God, do you hear me? I'm here, God, I live with full dreams and reality, but I also feel empty...God, hello?do you still with me? or Am I walk far away from you? I'm sorry..." but in Bali, it seems that those questions were answered automatically. Like, you don't have to answers those questions because your soul is a part of the land.
Spirit and love.
Yes, I guess in the future I HAVE to visit Bali regularly. Charge my mind,heart, and soul.
Banyak berdoa dan hidup dalam keseimbangan, keselarasan. Banyak cinta dan kasih yang harus di tebar dan diyakini.
muchlove,
nenna.
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