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Sunday, October 18, 20099:58 AM
mood : bubbly- Colbie Caillatearth : Lion tower--my room with KFC chicken bucket beside me, Singapore (:single? there r too many ppl out there, asking me d same questions about my status. and i never give em a clear answer to make their mouths shut up n satisfied haha. few of them were pushing me to say it clearly n i answerd it, "err..yes im single..why?"they looked at me like im d weirdest person ever tht just came out from d cave from d dinosaurs/homo picantropus era.u know what, if there's a trending topic in twitter #whyimsingle im not gonna b tweet about it. for me, being single is an option. idk, i hv previous relationships with several guys bfore, but not into 'bf-gf' (hope u know what i meant, chyeah). i did hv experience with broken hearted or felt lonely, or were being lovely n had cherished moment with someone...but that's it n that's all. im not a picky or what. i dont see ppl based from their outer look or their appearance. i do love boy who is smart n polite n accept me the way i am. but until now, im not interested with someone. perhaps, one day i'll find a boy that i'll love so. its just about time. for me, relationship is something 'playful' but u hv to keep it on track or seriously.why ppl b ashamed or afraid if they r single? im hppy just d way i am. lots of my frnds tried to b a matchmaker for me. they introduced me to abcdefg but most of them r failed haha, the abcdefg were just dissapeared n faded away as i was being a mean girl that ignored em.sum boys who tried to 'pdkt' with me always said that im different. i wasn't flattering at all, cuz i knew they just said it to makes me fall down with em. i sound sooooo mean or snob or over confident....huhu sorry if u feel that, but im tryin to b honest with all of u. maybe i hvnt grown up yet.but i did love someone n someone did succssfully made me love with him. cuz several reasons we couldnt make it (old stories blah!)my mom always being coquettish now. if she met a good boy, she would tell me later. she said, " ohh he was being nice and polite with me, his name is arya blablabalabala" and like usual, i kinda ignored her, i was playing with my ds or psp :pi know i will hv a relationship with sumone. just wait n see, it takes time and as im waiting for that moment, i keep busy with my life. i hv life (oh yeah what i called life : homeworks, friends, parties, games, foods, travelling, korean dramas, concerts, etc) the point is.........yes im single but im not afraid of it. i really enjoy my life now n what will happen later. now, my bestfriend is trying to match me with one of her friends. he looks cute n smart hehehhahaahahah hopefully-hopefully.. but as i said before, im not tryin to push the things out cuz i know my limits. aaaaaaahhhh -______- mending gw bikin pr sekarang drpd terus ngelindur gini hehee.byeguys,nenna.ps : if my mom read this, i'll hang myself :]another ps : comment me if u disagree with my opinions, i would love to read :)Labels: moi
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