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my sexy momma, bonita ay caramba!
Monday, December 28, 20098:46 AM
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"bahwa kita sedang berjalan menuju suatu alasan"
7:20 AM
mood : coba katakan - maliq n d'essentials.earth : on my bed , eating 70% dark chocolate.
hello world, hello people, hello moon and stars, it is so good to see you all. I just met my high school's soulmates from Warung Pasta and ate lotsa foods. I simply love them with the simplest love I could share, no need a hard rough good impression to be good friends with them, the way they accepted me for who I am is simply pure l o v e.
I wanna share my new year's resolution with all of you, so maybe you can support me or remind me for my resolutions. Actually, I like my life's going flow like a river stream. Only surprise..surprise and va va voom! but, when I read Gian's blog....he could change the way I think. Life also needs plans too, so you can achieve the dreams you want to be.... faster or slower :) so, here I go ;p
Insya Allah, in 2010 : 1. Gain my weight. Mens sana in corpore sano :) 2. BB internet service. No matter what! even the bb plan's fee chokes me to death. 3. A bf. 4. A diploma in MUA. 5. Contribute more for the needed. 6. Contribute more for Indonesia. 7. Saving my money for my own future. 8. Start my own business,better now or not at all. 9. Lebih khusyuk beribadah dan bersyukur kpd NYA. 10. Being a busy bee--keep buzzying. The more productive I am, the more positive inputs I gain. 11. Change my attitude, manner, and my body language.
For number 11, I got many feedbacks from people around me, I need to change. I don't wanna stuck or steady at the same place/time, I don't wanna be a drama queen that complains about this and that, I don't wanna blame situation, condition, or people.. that actually the problems come from me, I don't wanna be the same me, I wanna show a white side of me, a brighter me. I'll change for my own sake, not dramatically but I wanna see a better me next yr. Wish me luck :)
l o v e, Nenna.
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Sunday, December 27, 20099:35 AM
mood : Strange is the song in our conversation - Monkey to Millionaire earth : your beautiful mind!--Jkt.
Hello! Just got home from Plaza Senayan, as always my dad did his articles for several newspapers (check it out by tomorrow!) in Coffee Club, while I went to Kinokuniya to get some interesting books to read. Well, I got "Buku pintar etika untuk Remaja" by Mien Uno, at that time I thought I need some 'guide book' to 'reshape'/reborn my attitude and behavior. I have read some pages, and it is a recommended book for teenagers (well............I'm 19 yrs old now, am I still a teenager or not? :p). I also got "Young On Top--30 rahasia sukses di usia muda" by Billy Boen and "He's just not that into you" by Greg Behrendt & Liz Tuccillo, haven't read it yet, but surely good books :) (based from the reviews on internet). I'll read it all of them during my trip in Bali. FYI, my dad will drive around in Bali by himself (we will rent a car), c u t e -_-" I always wanting the time when my dad drive us around, like what he did in 2007-2008 from MD to NYC. Quality times with him were the best gifts I've ever received.
Anw, 2010 will come in just few days. The best part is that you realize, you're growing and time goes by. The worst part for me is, I will be 20 years old. 2 0 -_-" my ages will start with number 2. However, I have to be grateful for what I've achieved so far, and must be happy all d time...life will not come two times, so enjoy your life while you can ( did I sound hopeless? ha ha). 2010 here I come!
Before I make new year resolutions, I'll write things that I love in 2009 (and some resolutions that I successfully made it and failed it or in another words : postponed it for the next year resolutions xp ). Flashback :
Thingsilovein2009 :
1. Goodbye Highschool, no more drama or meet drama queen or being a drama queen. 2. Attending Raffles Design! 3. Went to Medan for the first time and met my monstergirl. 4. Got new friends, mates, new people that I do really l o v e. 5. Did some silly fashion show. 6. Wore high heels and makeup. (hahaha sounds wrong?) 7. Dare to joined karaoke match and won 1st place. 8. Got my driver license. 9. Lebaran with my mom and brother after 2 yrs not with them :') 10. Celebrate my 19th b'day with lots of prayers :') no party at all and that's what I wanted :) 11. Got compliments on how I've changed so far :') hopefully I'll b a better person each day I pass. 12. Getting involved in some Indonesia's events. 13. Totally living by myself.
Those are just several that I'd really love and thankful for what I have experienced in 2009. 2009 was ('is' in my case) a good year to learn, to reflects, and to appreciate for what God gives to me. 2009 was a year with rocky topsy downy upside down year that built me to become a stronger person. I'll miss 2009! And now for the 'failed/postponed' resolutions :
1. Gain some weight. Even when the sky's falling down, gain some weight seems an impossible mission. 2. Trip to HongKong. I didn't have time or a partner to join with. 3. Lightening skin. Summer had tortured me but the more I wished for a brighter skin, the more people said to me how good tan skin is. 4. Join ESQ. I didn't have time :( 5. Umroh with family. I didn't have time,super sad :(
But I'm okay, like an idiom "There's a sky above the sky" there is also "There's a chance for another time". I hope, my postponed resolutions will be realization for the next following years :)
Hey, how about you? share your resolutions with me! Let me know it, I'll be glad to read yours. I'm gonna post my 2010's resolutions on the next post. Cheers, cheers :)
be positive, Nenna.
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Saturday, December 26, 20098:52 AM
kadang gatau kenapa, gw jenuh juga loh kuliah di Singapore (atau bahkan kuliah di luar)mungkin karena sudah kebiasa libur di Indo, jadi pengen kuliah di Indonesia. Huhuhu, apalagi waktu trip ke Jogja, Bandung, Medan, dll kemarin. Sepertinya enak sekali punya teman2 yg enya2 gitu, yg tiap minggu ada, kerja kelompok bareng, yang satu bahasa, kemana-mana tongkrongan dekat, kost-an yg seru, stok uang menipis ga kenapa-kenapa, menderita bersama, ketawa bersama, tempat fotokopian atau warnet berjamuran dimana-mana, walau dapet tugas berat masi bisa hehe-haha, bisa part time, yang satu kampus bisa beribu2 orang, yang heterogen kampusnya (means byk cowo juga), yang bisa naik kendaraan pribadi, yang punya jatah libur lebih dari sebulan, yang bisa spent longweekend sama besties atau ortu, yang bisa makan warteg, semuanya bikin huhuhuhu irii.
But sometimes, neighborhood's yard is greener than what we have right? and others also think that our yard's are greener than 'em. It is just a perception of our mind.
huhuhuhu, Nenna.
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12:04 AM
mood : perih - vierra (this song stuck in my mind fufufu)earth : =*
haloooooooo:) gw lagi nunggu jemputan nyai Erinda, masi 2 jam lagi tp gw uda early bird bgt ahaha. Ya sudah, ada pempek asli dr palembang di samping gw di makan aja, trs pipi lagi nyusun speech doi buat interpiu di tipi dan mimi lagi mandi2. Seperti biasa, Linos ga bangun2 dari alamnya.
Tadi malam, gw buka kaskus lagi (well oh well, my ordinary activities in Singapore) dan ketawa2 buka forum curhat. Gatau kenapa, gw suka bgt forum curhat, cuman baca aja. Kadang2 ada komentar yg mean,tp kadang ada yg ngasih the best solution. Kadang, ada juga yg problemonya mirip sama gw. That was so cute -_-
Ada yg bikin esmosi kalo baca curhatannya salah seorang kaskusers, yg dia LDR sama cowonya di Indo (she's in Canada) and she always do the cyber sex thing with her bf. She admits that she fake the pleasure, she's torturing herself while her bf is always pushing her to do that thang. Ya Tuhan, ada-ada aja ya kelakuan manusia -_- well, if her bf loves her, why he always pushes her to do the cyber sex thingy, jijiy tau. Love is pure, bukan pemaksaan yg bikin salah satu pihak terbebani dan dirugikan. Wake up girl, gw sedih deh baca cerita lo sekaligus esmosi. Dia bahkan gave up kuliahnya dan beasiswanya di Canada untuk pulang ke Indo demi si cowo ini. No comment, perhaps love is blind but we girls do have 'brain' right? Penyesalan emang datangnya selalu yg terakhir tp kita bisa loh prevent 'penyesalan' tersebut...sebelum datang penyesalan-penyesalan lainnya. Titik.
Anw, Liburan gw di Indonesia tinggal beberapa hari lagi, huhuhuhu will miss the best damnit things. Kayaknya ada rencana taun baru di Bali :* tp gw malah pgn santai2 di mana kek gitu yg sepi2 haha tanpa huru-hara hura-hura. Ingin bertapa ke goa sunyiragi (wow lebai) dan berdoa agar taun depan lebih baik dari taun sebelumnya, yaaa semoga saja dunia perkuliahan,percintaan, persahabatan, pergaulan, perbankan, dan per-per-per lainnya lebih manstap. Btw, senin ini gw bakal ketemu Tirty dan Ijah, setelah setahun lebih-lebih ga pake kurang ga ketemu...I have several questions for Tirty anyway hehehehh. Tirty dan Ijah berencana makan tongseng (hahahahaaa sederhana sekali ya cita-cita mereka,ketemuan untuk makan tongseng hehe) hope this little reunion will make a good memory for us :*
Udah ya, mau nyuci piring dulu trs takutnya nyai Erin uda nintinin klakson...
Love ya, Nenna.
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Wednesday, December 23, 20093:17 AM
mood : pernah muda- bcl.earth : bathroom avenue ;p
sorry this post will be in Indonesian language :) heylo, saya baru aja balik lajan-lajan sama teman2, dan pulang larut malam yg membuat mama sewot. duh maaf mama, lupa waktu, besok janji engga :) emang sih saya cewe sendiri,jd mama ketar-ketir. maaf ya ma,love ya.
sampai di kamar, saya nonton film Korea tentang cinta2an pertama di KBS. Saya langsung ingat tentang kisah saya sendiri. Sebenarnya, agak malu mau cerita di sini haha, kurang kerjaan sekali saya nyeritain di sini. Tapi untuk mempermalukan saya di depan umum, okelah :p lagipula yang lalu2 itu harus di ketawain haha.
Saya dan dia. Saya dan dia berteman sejak jaman dinosaurus masih eksis. saat saya berambut belah tengah style dan dia dengan tinggi 7 cm kurang dari saya. Saya dulu termasuk pendek, jadi bagaimana dengan dia dong yang lebih pendek daripada saya? haha. Dia boleh di bilang cinta pertama saya, jika definisi cinta pertama itu ialah orang yang pertama kali membuat saya linglung, berdebar-debar, cemas2, dan susah untuk di lupakan. Ya, saya emang ga pernah jadian sama dia dan ga bakal haha tapi kenangannya bersarang dan berkembang biak di kepala saya hyaahyaa.
Waktu itu saya termasuk bintang kelas (suitsuit), saya ga pernah absen dari yang namanya 4 besar di kelas/angkatan (sekali lagi suitsuit dong buat saya), jadi saya langganan dapet piagam sekolah. Dia, adalah kompetitor saya dalam hal per-ranking-an. Jika saya ranking 3,maka si doi ranking 2! dan dia selalu selalu selalu menang dr saya.
Saya tampaknya jatuh hati sama dia sejak pertama kali melihatnya (aduh sumpah ngakak jijiy nulisnya) jadi, lagu RAN 'pandangan pertama' memang terbukti faktanya. Awalnya, dia *menurut kacamata saya* adalah cowo yg paling charming dan cute dalam satu angkatan (ahauhahahaha), kalau yang lain pada bandel2 tralala trililili, si dia yg paling sopan. Beh! Dulu (bayangkan anak perempuan berusia 7 tahun) mempunyai mimpi menikah dengan dia (wowemjiw) dan punya anak2 yg cute2 dan lucu2 obladi oblada. Pokoknya, dia yang paling hebat lah di mata saya : pintar, pintar, pintar, sopan, baik, dan cute.
Dia dan saya. Yeee tapi jangan salah, saya rasa cinta saya ga bertepuk sebelah tangan tuh, Ahuahaha. Teman-teman sepermainan juga tau kalau dia ada hati sama saya (sekali lagi, ahuahahahahah dong ya dong). Sampai sekarang, teman2 tau itu dan mengungkit2 hal tersebut, saya mah ketawa2 aja,namanya juga waktu masih cilik. Dia nya juga malu kali kalau di ungkit-ungkit. Jadi gini, saya waktu kelas 4 sd (gilaa hampir 6 taun cing saya ada rasa sama dia ckckck) dia lewat sahabatnya, ngirim surat cinta ke saya. Aduh jangan bayangin surat cinta pertama saya warnanya pink ada kembang2 ato sticker lucu ato kata2 puitis prikitiuw. Suratnya tuh, robekan buku tulis yang belinya di warung2. Tulisan tangan dia tuh rapih dan kecil2 gitu, isinya yg bikin saya mana tahan haha. Isinya : Dear Inez, kamu mau ga jadi pacar xxxxxx ? Kalau cinta, lingkarin salah satu jawaban di bawah ya : A. Cinta B. Tidak
Ya Tuhan Robbi, ini dia nembak saya atau ngasih saya soal ujian, pake acara multiple choice. HAHAHAA. Saya sebenarnya sih mau lingkarin yang A, tapi malu-malu kemiri ketumbar jahe gitu, kan gengsi. Dari kecil, saya udah tau dong kalo dia harus gentle sama saya ahuhaha mbok ya bilang langsung sama saya gituu, pasti saya ngangguk2 najis. Eh, emang saya heartless ya... saya buang deh tuh surat ke tong sampah *ngambek ceritanye*. Intinya dia sedih lah cuy, di tolak hihihihihihi.
Jadi gini, kata sahabatnya dia udah suka sama saya dari kelas 1 sd sampai kls 6 sd. Wedeh, saya juga loh, kita sehati ya kang mas?. Kalau ke sekolah tuh semangat membara sekali,ga ada kata mau membolos. Sehari ga masuk, rugi bandaaaar. Apalagi kalau ada pelajaran matematika, wiii saya mau show off ke dia kalau otak saya encer. Dan dia selalu berhasil impressed saya, nilai2 dia itu diatas 8! jeng jeng.
Ini juga kata temannya loh, dia pernah berantem sama teman cowo saya yg lainnya gara2 teman cowo saya itu juga suka sama saya (cailaaaa kembang SD dulu ceritanyaa). Si dia sampai meng-ultimatum teman saya supaya menjauh dari saya. HUWAHAHA. Bahkan, dia pake acara bikin lomba lari sama teman cowo saya itu, barang siapa yg menang, maka itu lah yg bisa mendapatkan saya (Sinetron sekali oh Tuhan....). Padahal saya nya juga cuek bebek, malah ga tau kalo ada perlombaan kyk gitu. Berasa jadi putri dari himalaya nih, jadi rebutan pangeran2 kodok.
Dulu, kalau ada kesempatan main benteng atau galasin, saya seneng banget ahuahaha. Kan entar di tarik2 tangannya sama dia (AHUAHAHAHAHA). Atau ada pembagian jatah bubur kacang hijau, saya senaaaaaaang sekali karena artinya bisa pdkt sama dia sambil ngantri ambil bubur (WOWEMJIW). Sedangkal itu kah? iyeeeee...lagipula,cinta anak kecil itu murni loh. Ga pernah ngebayang klo pacaran melakukan hal yg ga pernah di bayangkan sblmnya. :p
Trus waktu valentine's day? Iyeee, dulu saya pikir dia mau kasih saya cokelat seperti yang di film Cardcaptor Sakura gitu. Nyatanya, malah another friend of mine yang nembak saya di RUMAH ngasih cokelat plus stiker lumba2 ke saya waktu val's day. Duilee, stiker lumba2 mas... dikira saya Bondan Prakoso?hihihi.
Akhirnya, kelulusan sd. Kita ada perpisahan di Megamendung (Villa), ada sungai deras beserta batu2 yg curam. Saya dan teman saya nekat main di sungai itu. Si dia berjalan di depan saya, okelahh saya santai mamen aja, toh saya lagi ga kepikiran buat beradegan romantis2an gitu. Eh tapi tiba2 saya kepleset di antara batu2 besar dan sulit untuk berdiri....seperti yg sudah para pembaca duga, adegan romantis ala sinetron2 itu muncul. Si dia mengulurkan tangannya ke saya, sambil bilang, "Mau aku pegang tangannya?" SUITSUIT! yang ada, saya malah ketakutan sendiri hahahahhaaha.
Sebenarnya masih banyak lagi cerita saya dan dia yang kalau di jabarin bisa panjaaaaaang bgt, mulai dari jadi dokter kecil bersama-sama, beli kue cubit sama2, masak nasi goreng sama2,dll...tapi yaudahlahyaah, saya udah ga tahan sakit perut mau ketawa.
Sekarang, dia menjadi teman tersopan dan teramah bagi saya. Kita udah punya jalan masing2 dan punya cerita sendiri2. He has a pretty gf, while I'm still happy with my life. Kalau ketemu, juga ga banyak omong...paling ketawa2 dengar cerita teman2 seangkatan yg ngeledekin kita. Saya selalu berharap dia baik2 saja dan sukses akan studi nya. He's a bright person with big thoughts, ideas, and mind. Surely, he will be a successful man in the future. Dan saya berharap, kita tetap temenan kayak gini. At least, saya punya cerita yg bikin saya senyam-senyum sendiri, bahkan ngakak.
Dia juga jadi figure awal for letting me choose my type. I always fell in heart with someone that smart and knows how to treat a woman, exactly like him. It doesn't mean I like him, but since then, most of men that I comfortable with,were looked same like him.Coincidences or not but surely yep. hahaha.
Udah ah, gelo saya ketawa2 sendiri subuh2 begini... ciao!
Nenna.
ps u/ dia : klo lo baca, di mohon untuk tidak nge-twitt gw yg engga2. hahaha.
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"I am the girl who's been everywhere,My feet traveled to where my heart refused to be."
Tuesday, December 22, 200912:11 PM
mood : Anais Lullaby - Santamonicaearth : 24 C air-con.
Hey, I have nothing to do. While I'm browsing facebook (hate to say now I open my heart for facebook haha, oh how I hate facebook before) I found out that someone using my profpic but I'm okay :) it's just funny hihihihi.
Anyway, these are several facts of me that probably you don't know it,and it's inspired by Dinda's blog. Why I made this? because it's just because haha :) so here I go:
1. I haven't watched New Moon yet. Yes, I did have time to at least watch New Moon but, the sexiness of Jacob wasn't tempt me to drool over him. Why girls are so over heels for Jacob's six pack? hihihihi. Honestly, I'm not a big fan of fantasy-fiction series. Sorry, but hey I have read Twilight series.
2. I lost my driver license.
3. I hate my lips.
4. I hate when I'm being me. I mean, I hate the fact that I'm still immature and the girls around me are more likely mature. Mature in here means, they can keep their laugh when a big parody cross them. I can't hold my laugh appetite and that's bad, isn't it? I'm a laughable girl. I laugh every where and whenever I want to. Sounds loco?
5. I like Vierra, why?
6. I rejected a date from my hispanic classmate because I was in love with my korean classmate. Hehe.
7. But my mom rejected my korean classmate. Another hehe.
8. I also was in love with an Iraqi boy back then in Maryland. Add some hehe.
9. I came back to Jakarta because I deserved it! I'm off from the duty of washing clothes, dishes, and other independent things when you study abroad.
10. I haven't gotten my high school diploma yet, fuck my high school.
11. I hate my body type and shape. I wish I gain 15kg more.
12. I'm a #1 fan of Junior Liem from middle school, so...
13. I was ugly and still ugly ducking. I always think that I'm ugly. I need John Robert's course I guess.
14. I came from outer space. Sometimes, I don't get what people said or acted.
15. I'm a shy person. Terribly shy. When you saw me I was loud, that means I was comfortable. Most of the time I prefer to keep silent and quiet. Only my family and peers admitted that I'm a loud person.
16. My mom was surprised when she saw a teddy bear doll on my bed. I rarely bought a doll. I'm not a tomboy but also not a girlie, I'm in between.
17. I wear sneakers but wear makeup.
18. I see the things that people don't see it. I feel something that people won't recognize it.
19. I didn't say that I'm a secret intelligent but most of my friends (or random people that idk) trusted me to deposit their biggest secrets on me. I'll lock my mouth if someone shared his/her secret, even to my best friends.
20. Because I hate hypocrite and gossips. I praise honesty.
21. I kinda don't like fortune telling or face reading or tarot or whatever that could reveal my inner self and haunt my future.
22. I judge book by its cover but I don't judge ppl by its outer app.
23. I had a mystical friend ( an Indian grandpa) that always sat with me on the stairs, we always had pleasant conversations but, nobody could see him.
24. I also had imaginary friend but slowly disappear when I started to think rationally and logically.
25. I have had conversation with a big maple tree in front of my apartment in the midnight. My mom told me.
26. I have lived in a haunted house but I didn't care. Everyday was an adventurous.
27. I love to read science fiction book and sci-fi movies. I believe UFO and other world mysteries. I love unanswerable questions.
28. I'm a heartless.
29. Surreal and whimsical.
30. I like when I sat near window, I could see 'another story', my brain is the best copywriter on earth. I create a script of my own movie.
31. Really, I don't bite but reality bites me. If you tap my back, I'll tap you back (I love this sentence)
32. I am curious about Indigo kids and crystal kids.
Did I scare you? I hope not :) I'm such a nice person you know hahaha. I love for what my heart behaves. Mind and heart go to opposite direction.
"I am the girl who's seen everything Though some that I've seen remained shut in the hidden place."
cheers, Nenna :)
ps : follow me on twitter for a 'normal' side of me : twitter/plumgold :)
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babo' means stupid, right? miccu my frnds.
Monday, December 21, 20093:01 AM
mood : Kingdom of Allordia - Holy City Rollers earth : 27 C.
heylo! I just got home from one day trip to BANDUNG. My brother had to go there, asked something about 'Sekolah Bisnis dan Manajemen--ITB' the requirements, the fees, the curriculums, etc. I love ITB and it environment, so I'm begging him to study in ITB. However, now he really confuse to choose between Binus, SGU, ITB, or UGM. My dad asked him to go to UI but he doesn't have sense of belonging in UI. He wants to go to UGM also but, my dad kinda doesn't like it, and I choose ITB the most (Factory Outlets have invited me and whispered it thru' my ears *killing me softly*).
Anw, I checked Kaskus today (cendol hijau gan xp) and it has articles about B-boy-breakdance. Interesting, I opened it and got surprised on how these days many of Koreans are expert/pro in breakdance. Suddenly, it reminds me of my Korean friends in LA. Say hello to Fernan** Kim and Ih**** Choi! hahahaaa hope you guys don't mind if I mentioned your name in here (anw u guys don't have FB! make one please, I hate Myspace... that was why). F and Ih were my classmates in Mr. Ogden's class. Honestly, I didn't make good friends with the girls (bitches) so most of my friends were guys. F and Ih were the true mutant ninjas that oh-why-God they still alive and became the most pathetic monster being on earth. They always made good jokes and tried hard to make me laugh. They also were my partners a.k.a competitors in poem's fair. F is an ordinary student that sometimes had a difficulty time to said a proper pronunciation in English but, he is a professional breakdancer back then when he was in Korea (and still continuing in some competitions in US, I guess....). He showed me his dances' moves (sick!sike!) and he also good in rap. He has been living in US for 7 years, and Ih always mocked him on how 'good' F's english's scores were. Hey don't worry F! I also got C -__-
Last day of school (summer--senior year), Ih and F brought a year book and put it in front of me. They said, " Inezzzzu please sign my book! I'll remember you my darl!" (they always said darling to me, just to make fun) and I wrote " Selamat tinggal jelek2, jangan lupain gw dan jangan kembali2 bikin pusing...aja aja hwaiitinng! Good luck for the UCLA!pls visit JAKARTA cuz I've been to Korea bfor and it's not FAIR" hahahaha. Ih thought I wrote nice sentences about him and wishing him for his studies in UCLA. While F tried so hard to read my sentences with his hanggeul and english pronun'. Hahaa I will always remember that moment. I miss you you and you! (Also Xavier who gave me a last big hug huhuhu, across the continents I wanna say, I miccu too!)
Btw, My mom said, " Do not have any expectation with someone, or when he put you down, you will be down like really down" .............I hope not, coincidences?...........
Nenna.
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short trip to medan
Saturday, December 19, 20096:57 AM
mood : cinta terlarang - Ren Tobing (Ost. Arisan)earth : rumah.
hey, it's not cinta terlarang by the virgin ok? ;) hello. I just got home from jogging with my dad, my mom, and Linos in Ancol. Actually, they were jogging and I was eating while watched 'em ran across from McD to Segarra. Mwahahah! smack smack! I don't need exercise yow, I need to gain my weight! haha. Oh ya, I'm planning to dye my hair into cherry or burgundy, watcha think?
About Medan, First, I'd like to say really really thankyou to Angie and her friends for being so nice to me :) they were good hosts and I was a lucky guest :) Sadly, I didn't take pictures because my camera was ran off from the lack of battery. At least, I'll tell u what happened during my visit there.
Actually, I wanted to visit her (Angie) from December last year but, my parents really worried about the weather and so on. So I had to keep my wish for a year until I got a chance to visit her this month. Surprised, my dad bought me a ticket one night when I was sleeping. Well, It supposed to be me and Traya, however she had a midterm test (gudluck!) so she couldn't come along with me. Next time yes? pinky finger, swear!
I got tanned from my Bali visited, so a day before I went to Medan ( I slept a whole day because my skin was really itchy bitchy bites and stung like forever...argh I can't stand sun), I haven't had a chance to buy her 'oleh2' sorry :( . Mom, bang Edi, and my dad dropped me to Soekarno Hatta 'International' Airport, they were really worried because it would be my first trip to Medan. Helloooooo~ why you guys not even worried when I flew away to LA and Korea all by myself! Is Medan more dangerous than LA?hahaha :D
One hour 55 minutes was my flight from Jkt to Medan. Pretty bored because some 'om2' sat next to me grr. They were mosquitos that really bothered me! Ohyaa, I was one flight/plane with Krisdayanti hahaha ;) Arrived at Polonia Airport, my dad's colleague picked me up (thanks Om Maliki!) and provided a car and hotel during I stayed there. I was hesitate to get those facilities, actually I didn't like it. I prefer to be a backpacker and traveling solo but yeaa my dad was too much worried. Om Maliki showed me his text messages to him : "Please take care my diamond during her stay in Medan" hahahahaha wowemjiwww that's toooo mucccchhh dad. wtf wtf. errrr wth?! I went to Angie's kost (err how to explain ya? hmm such a host stay, home stay, dorm, etc) and met her housemates (Rini, Ade, Vina, Imy, and others). They were really kind and niceeeeee ppl :D Angie's room is bigger than my room in Singapore (envy, jealousy mode on). I wanna stay there so freaking much. After that Angie's boyfriend, Anggi, picked her up. We went to Warung Nenek (Am I right?) and ate some ayam penyet with her friends (Karina and others). They also nice but I got lost when they were talking about their medical conversation huhuhu- well, if they r talkin' about dolce&gabbana and it range of styles, fashion influences,color wheel theory, pattern making, etc perhaps I could understand it hahaha (Fashion Marketing's study lesson mode on). Overall, Angie is so damn lucky to have 'em all ;)
I begged Angie to accompany me to stay in Tiara Hotel for 2 nights. To clarify, I wasn't share my bed with her okaay?! hahaha. After that, We went to Sun Plaza that is really near from hotel. I guess, Sun Plaza is a famous mall in Medan (Am I correct?) we just walked around without knowing what to do. And we met other friends of her (Anggi, Wahyu, Rini, and Tari) and we ended up ate in............. omg I forgot the name. Back to the hotel, my eyes couldn't corporate with me even more. I was too tired, so I slept earlier than I wished before ( I wished I had 'curcol' session with her).
The next day, We had complimentary breakfast at Kutaradja Lounge. I ate salty weirdo bubur I've ever eaten. My sleepy head was on the table, while Angie was munching omelette (rubber stomach doesn't she?). Fuck the wifi was down, I couldn't received any email from my school. We backed to our room because Anggi and Wahyu wanted to study in our room. I was so fuckin' sleepy when they came because too tired from Yogya and Bali, I couldn't take my pillows out from my head. I also didn't take a bath (If my mom found out, tell her it wasn't me hahaha)
Then, we were heading to Angie's campus, USU, to saw her test result. She's so smart I don't have to tellya what her scores right? so proud of her. I met her friends too, Juan and Sopi. Juan is so nice,warm, and friendly, he even laughed more than I did, I guess hahaa...nice to meet ya! Then, we ate bakso at........I forgot the name. Damn, why do I have a short memory like a gold fish? (Fact : Gold fish only have 30 seconds memory)
At night, we went to Amway ( I don't know how to spell it, is it emwei? amway? mway?) it looks like Bugis street meets Clark Quay in Singapore. We ate some dim sum in Nelayan :) muchmuchy love. After that, we went to Karaoke place (Nav?) and that was the best part! Juan and others were singing the songs that I even never sing it before hahaa. I laughed, because they sang 'love story' by Taylor Swift mwahahaha.
Last day, Angie and I were woke up late. So we canceled the Avatar movie thing. However, we went to Sun plaza again and blabla. Actually, I really wanna stay there until sunday but I have to obey my dad. Unsatisfied to see Medan in only 3 days 2 nights. I'll be back there for sure and so soon with my friends. I had to go back to Jakarta that fast because me and my dad have to attend some Bangka Belitung event on Sunday and have to pack to Bandung the next day. Busy bee :(
Once again, I'd really have to say thankyous to Angie and her friends. TTHHAANNKKYYOOUU SSOO MMUUCCHH :D I promise, if you guys are going to Singapore, I'll accompany you wherever you go. I don't have a car to bring you all around but hey, Singapore has MRT and PINKYZEBRA-EY BUSSES. Also, my school is in the heart of the city, so it's near from Orchard rd, Esplanade, and so on. So, contact me if you guys really wanna go to S'pore :) wish I have time and permit from Giuseppeli the gigantic monster from RDI (haha kidding loh,jeng--abis situ cowo tapi sensian banget sama saya, udah gitu tiap hari pake celana kembang2...kan saya jadi takut sama situ, my dear principal xp)
muchlove, Nenna.
ps: lucu deh, mbak onah lagi pacaran di depan rumah :) another ps : i'm so messed up! :'( :'(
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"berlarilah sekuat kau mampu"
Friday, December 18, 20097:15 AM
mood : Tunjukan Cintamu - RAN ft Shilla :)earth : back home, say J-A-K-A-R-T-A!
hellow my fellow readers! I'm back! with lots of things to tellya'. Yes, if you are one of my facebook's friends...you would know that I just came from Medan to meet my pal Angie. I even haven't take a bath yet, I am super x-cited to hug my room and sleep peacefully with a smile on my face (and my new baby born--a fluffy lovely teddy bear). What made me happy, my dad picked me up without Bang Edi my private driver! yes, it's a rare time when my dad HAS time to spend it with me. It's like precious and priceless! I don't need money (urghh little bit hypocrite haha), facility, or vvip treatments that my dad has had offer to me, I just need him beside me. At the moment, I was wishing that the traffic jam was hectic, so I have a long time for him to hear my random-mumbling things. ;) . Yes, I was singing a whole Beyonce's album : from Single Ladies with 'the best' pitch control until If I were a boy. My mom said, "SHUT UP" hahaha and I don't care.
Here, I'm facing my lappy and my brother beside me ( he sleepover in my room, just to make sure that I'm perfectly okay and he's so curious of what I did in Medan--okay poor me I have an overprotective brother). We are watching my favorite number 1 show : 2nights1day (KBS channel). Eun Ji Won and Lee Seung Gi, I know you guys miss me! sarangheyoo~ (girls talk only: kyaa why Lee Seunggi is getting hawtt every day haha)
About my problems, I feel better now. See, I know I could face it and walked straight through it. It's not totally clear but at least I could see the end of this problems. My friends are really kind hearted people, when I had a problem they showed me the way to solve it.They provided, shoulder to cry on, fingers to weep my tears, ears to hear my stories patiently, and a big hug to comfort my trembling heart. They do really supportive, say hello to my friends across the world (looks like show off but I feel bless, thankful, and grateful to have 'em in my life) greetings from an Indo girl :p
Back to the main topic, Medan is one of the best cities in Indonesia I've visited so far. For this fall holiday season, I have gone to Cirebon, Yogya, Bali, and Medan. I'm looking forward to go to Bandung, idk when... but hopefully I have time to go there ('til I get an email from my school to go back to Singapore). I do really miss Tirty, my friend, who is studying in Unpad. I think, I haven't met her for ages. Well, I guess I have to write about Medan in the next post. It's gonna be super freaking long if I continue it.
Btw, What makes me keep writing/blogging is a never ending support from the people around me. They said, I could be a good writer if I develop my writing style, skill, and of course 'grammar' ehm ehm. They also said, they 'lways waiting for an update from my blog. Hoaaaa feel so good, I trust you guys n it brings spirit for me to keep on writing :) thank you!
cheers and love, Nenna.
ps : haha I guess I should enroll to EF one more time :p
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Monday, December 14, 20099:31 AM
mood : sakit - Ecoutezearth : still, my crib while eating chicken nuggets and crying.
I always heart Ecoutez a great band from Indonesia,my beloved country. Their songs are uber cool and great. Every song contributes a 'different' way that really reflects what I feel. Specially the songs from their second album. Kudos for 'em, huhuhu Ecoutez's songs seems know my daily stories...
I'm a typical of person who isn't easily to talk about my feeling with others (curhat) I cannot share what I feel with others, that was why I chose blogging/writing. And that was why people thought I'm an introvert or not an open minded person. In this case, every person has a 'unique' way to express their feelings. Writing is easier for me, even though every paragraphs I made has grammatical errors on it, I don't care. I'm not writing an essay or submit my blog to my english teacher. I write what I really want to write. If I care about grammars, I couldn't express the exact 'aura' what I felt that time. Got it?
This is crazy. My life becomes crazy every-each day I passed. It is hard to say that my life sucks now. I always praised that my life is almost perfect (before) : Lucky me, Alhamdulillah, I have a complete happy family, a cool mom and a trend-caster dad who never complains for what I do and what I've done / and always treats me like I'm his princess. A supportive big family from both Sumatra and Java ( I came from true Indonesia's cultures : Kalimantan - Sumatera - Melayu - Java - etc), lovely best friends, friends and schoolmates, a good living condition, and got a great quality of education. Well, I don't have a boythang (slang word for boyfriend ) now, but it's okay, I'll find someone who loves me true :) BUT, now it turns little bit down. Talking about the circle of life, there's a time when you are on the top or when you have to be patient because you are on the downside of life. And I'm in between...
Somehow, you'll find that your life is empty. You are stuck in some situations but you don't know what to do. You have nothing to do. Yes, you have something to do like some daily activities or whatever...but, what goes in your mind is stuck or struck. Like something blocks your way. I need a guide to lighten my path. It's so gloomy, grey, and fade away.
Perhaps, I should do more charity, contribute for the needed, and playing around with the kids. Or talk less do more, or smile a lot. I have to keep busy-ing and that's the thing that could fill my life. Colorless--is my life now.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarghhhh I need help.
Dear life, please be good to me. Please Inez, please be cheerful like usual. I am crying when I'm writing this. I don't know what to do besides writing. Maybe this is so over, dramatization, or more than you expected....
And lastly, dear my friends, my life is on the ship right now. Rocking to the left, shaking to the right. I don't know when and where this ship will lie at anchor. Please be nice to me, please be kind to me. Sadly, I'm begging to you do not add another problems to me, another burden to me. Please don't be ever have a negative thoughts of me. When I said, everybody's changing--it doesn't mean its you. It's other people and the place surrounded. It also not bad, time goes by, time passes us, so when we grow up, we will grow up together with the upside-down of life. When you thought, I was mad.... I didn't mad with you. I am okay, I do really okay, I swear...but it's is so sad when we speak in silent. Another poof for the dust to sprinkle over. It's me, to be honest everybody changes, and so do I. So don't be afraid. I didn't start a war or put something on fire. I hate self thoughts without the facts behind it. I hate to be alone and I hate when something disappear slowly. I hate when something breaks the chain. Once again, I am okay with you guys. (smile).
I guess I have to stop in here before you read a whole page full of shitty words. I'll be back in a short time, hope I'll come with a better 'energy' . Oh ya, I was sad when one of my muse ( a blogger) stop to blogging. I feel one of my spirits is gone away....dear a little girl Bini, I hope you'll continue blogging. I love your stories, the selection of your words, and the pictures. I want you back!!! and cheer up my day.
Love, Nenna/ Inez.
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heals-heels
Sunday, December 13, 200912:43 AM
mood : J - French Toast earth : mojo, my crib.
before u read my post, I'm sorry for a bit of flaming words, zits thoughts, or improper things that pop out of my mind. Perhaps u'll find another me, that u never found it before,but hey it's still me, a person that came from outer space.
These days, I've been thinking lately about myself. Moody and under self pressure. This is about my life, not him,not hers, not them, not yours. I feel dead, restless, and old. I've been watched by some predators (from my point of view) and queuing to suck my blood. Honestly, I caught in between : reality, dreams, hope, and time. This is not about love or relationship or money, this is about what my eyes caught and what my heart believes.
I made several rules for my self and tryna to obey it. And now I have several questions that I even my self cannot answer it. I laughed for you and for others and now I'm laughing for the stupid causes/things I've laughed. I cannot cry nor ever dare to cry. I'm dancing in my mind, seems I have my own world.
I need someone that could save me from the drowning of myself thoughts. Drain, pain, dry, empty. Heal me from the untouchable heels. It was colorful before, long time ago. Very long time ago and I cannot remember when.
I am happy for what I am, but I don't know if its temporary. I don't know if I'm really that happy. What's the purpose of life? to fulfill life with 'life', live a life.
I kept saying to myself, "Positive..be positive...cheer..cheer..mood on!"--repeatedly until I fell down. Is this what people say 'mature'? Am I? I found a childlike trapped inside my body but somehow, I feel I'm a reincarnation from an old soul. I feel like I have been living from thousand years ago.
I was reading, Perahu Kayu by Dee. And I found Kugy a little bit looks like me. The way she has a dream and suddenly she realized that she has to be 'realistic', knocks me down. However, I know that I'll make it mine. Someday...
I make my own cave, I'll hide inside it. I dig my own grave, and no one could find me. I jump over the rainbow and blow the wind hideously. My alter ego covers me perfectly. As a perfect example of reflection, "You know what, tonight, what kind of mask should I go out wearing this time?" -- a piece of 'Nocturne' song by my favorite group : Epik High.
I end up my sentences. I hope, you guys wont be scared of me. It is just me, who always confuse with the confusing things around me. There's no explanations, results or answers of these sentences/paragraphs. I'm writing what my mind pushes my hand to write about.
I'll leave you with my others favorite quotes/parts from 'Fallen Blossoms' song by Epik High, " The enemies of my dream, are they breathing inside me? The more I go on, unbecoming of myself, I'm attentive to the world--like one's parents' hands that become embarrassing as you get older-- should I let the knot between dream and hand loosen and come undone? that can't happen"
Nenna.
ps : for next trip, I'll go to Medan. With (again) the hopes that I could erase my pain. Please, be cheerful, Inez.
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Kembali ke Bali
Friday, December 11, 200911:13 PM
mood : masih - soulvibe (sorryyy i just in love with this song,so much)earth : aston hotel, Bali :)
hi people :) Im writing this in Bali. Yep I have vacation in Bali for 2 days 1 night, my dad has 'another' meeting with his colleague (shoot idk how to spell it) so i come along with him, better than nothing to do in Jakarta. Another words, good luck to my brother Linos :) today he has a test/admission test in SGU. Im so proud of him, he passed the BINUS' test grade 1 rank 1 (woohoo that's my broo haha) anyway, I'm hoping he could pass ITB's test for International Business or UGM, I wanna he becomes more independent than I do. It seems, studying far away from your parents could build the confidence/ self mature for urself (as I hope my brother does or will).
Anyway, in Bali-- I went to Dreamland, Bedugul, Taman Ayur, Khrisna, and lastly Kuta beach. I also had fine dinner in Sentosa Private Villa- Spa (yes private n glam hahah). Pics will b upload soon as Im still trying to find my USB cable. I didn't have time for shopping, idk for Bali's visit this year, I just wanna sightseeing and walk around in Bali. No hopping hoping for shopping.
It was only me and the driver, who drove me around in Bali. I love being alone, quality times, and that's the time I could react and think back again what I've done so far. By the way, I sat in the front and Pak Yudi, the driver talked about something that opened my mind. he talked about the principle, the philosophy of life and the way u have to be grateful for what God gives to you. " Semua itu--hidup itu, harus di syukuri... selagi muda harus menikmati hidup, jangan menyia-nyiakan kesempatan, sabar adalah kuncinya, adek juga harus punya prinsip. Selalu dzikir dalam qolbu, Insya Allah walaupun adek tidur atau berada dalam lingkungan yg adek resahi, qolbu akan selalu berdizkir menyebut namaNya tanpa adek berucap" I just nodded and woah. The way he talked, wasn't look like a preacher or kyai or ustadz,whatever. I asked some questions that before really bothered me, like the environment I live in, the typical of friends, etc. He said, " Solat malam, kalau sampai adek nangis, itu huaaah nikmatnya dek...adek jadi sangat bersyukur sama yg di atas...."
And I kept saying, " Lagi pak ceritanya! saya senang dengarnya! pencerahan sekali loh!", he laughed, "Bapak pikir adek bete denger saya,nceramahin adek hehe". And there's a time I became silent (ngantuk maksudnya)....suddenly he said , " Saya tau adek banyak bgt godaannya ya kan? seumur adek mah jangan salah...saya paham,saya kan pernah muda juga... eh tapi dek, banyak laki-laki yang menaruh hati sama adek, saya tau itu, ya ibaratnya suka sama adeklah..tapi adeknya aja yang suka ga sadar" . Woo, when he talked like that I laughed. "Beneran dek, adeknya suka ga sadar atau kadang suka tertutup sendiri,kebanyakannya sih ga sadar hahaha...Insya Allah dek, kalo adek soleh dapet laki-lakinya yang soleh juga..." Simply I said, AMIN PAK! hehehe. then I slept until Kuta....
Anyhoo, It's 3:38PM Bali's time-- my dad's in his desk doing his speech's draft and im In front of refrigerator,hehe easy for me to take out the foods yum yum. At 6 pm, our plane's heading to Jakarta. Reality comes, reality bites. Thank you Bali and Pak Yudi for the soothes and smoothes, gonna missya!
cheers, Nenna.
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